miserywhip: (decisions)
Anyone that knows me would find it hard to believe that I keep so much to myself. I'm generally honest, forward and blunt- to the point of being offensive and hurting feelings. But I've reached a breaking point, and I'm ... done.

Warning: Between sensitive topics, blunt thoughtless complaining and triggering subject matter - you might not want to read this post.

That having been said. )

Having gone off on that tear to the point of exhaustion, I am about to go sleep. I know there's more but at this point I'm too tired to try to work out the energy for it so.... bed it is.
miserywhip: (pain)
I swear, I'm incapable of normal relationships.

I'm stuck on this, I'm hung up on it - something I can never have. People that don't actually exist. Just randomly, out of the blue, because I am unable to just move on from things. Why tonight, randomly - of all times?

I started dwelling on it, again.

You know, I heard once that people that start with 'I' in every paragraph like that are suicide risks.

I just don't understand. Why couldn't it have been me instead of him?

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