That's me in the corner...

I haven't said enough.

Consider this...

The Al one was all right, I don't really think.. I can pick a favorite. So I saved both of them- I know there were some pictures in the other one I wanted to make icons or a layout or something.. from.

We'll see.

( I think I thought I saw you... Try. )

I don't even finish my tea, anymore.
What kind of person just doesn't have the energy to get through a cup of tea?




Now I've said... Too much.

I don't even have the energy... To feel anything about this.

You're a fucking selfish child.


Get your shit off my computer, because you're never going on it again.




Well, really- at this point... All I have to say is, don't expect me to keep paying for it then.






I need to get the fuck out of this house. I just wish I had somewhere to go.
I'm grating on her last nerve by just breathing here, and I can't take it anymore. Neither can she.

"You should have done drugs, or gotten fucking knocked up. That, I could tolerate as a sickness. Get the fuck out of my house."

I can't stop shaking... and all I can think is that I have nowhere to go. I have -nowhere- to go, and even if I stayed with Tommy for a few nights... I have nowhere that I can take Orion. Nowhere.

I do enjoy spending an entire night working on my layout, and thinking... Something as trivial as my earlier thoughts- were the worst things I'd have to worry about, today.
The next time I have access to some form of internet, I'll let everyone know what happened.

Anyone that has my cell number - feel free to call me.
Considering this may be the last time I can speak to anyone else....



If I really don't come back this time, I'll miss you all- and I'm sorry.


This is why I don't believe in ending conversations on a bad note.
You never know what's going to happen next.

I'm sorry.

(no subject)

I'm fine.

I'm just avoiding my mother until I can get out of here.


Still no internet.
Sorry that I worried everyone.