My thoughts cloud my self-control.

I'm such a spiteful jealous person, that I see these things-


and I'm always torn between feeling bad and wanting to revel in it.
Because it's not like that for me yet.

The best part is-
When it is, I'll have seen it coming.





I really do feel awful, and I can't help it...
That I smile, at the thought.




I'm just a selfish human being, after all.