You couldn't have loved me better....

I want to thank everyone for having patience with me last month. I realize that not everyone knows how I get in October, so my actions may have seemed alarming, and I'm sorry for anyone that had to deal with me being unpleasant. This year was particularly difficult, not only from the weather cooling earlier than it has been- but because it took me up until October to finally mourn the loss of my 'aunt' who passed over the summer. Losing Sheba right before that, I spent a lot of time mourning her, and we've spent the last two months with Carl and Faith a lot - helping it to finally sink in that Grace is gone, and this time she's really not coming back.

It's not an excuse for the way I acted, the fact that my birthday fell on a Wednesday again this year is not an excuse for the way I acted, dealing with my brother and finally having that sink in is no excuse for how I acted, and having lost a friend recently is not an excuse for how I acted.

I'm still kind of wary to interact with people, so don't be surprised if I disappear from here or AIM for a bit, again. I just thought some people might like to know that I'm not ... dead.


I'll also be busy with Nano, so all the more reason to expect me to be around less than usual.