Happy Real Burn Down Your House Day.

Close my eyes, and let the whole thing pass me by ....

I swear, I'm incapable of normal relationships.

I'm stuck on this, I'm hung up on it - something I can never have. People that don't actually exist. Just randomly, out of the blue, because I am unable to just move on from things. Why tonight, randomly - of all times?

I started dwelling on it, again.

You know, I heard once that people that start with 'I' in every paragraph like that are suicide risks.

I just don't understand. Why couldn't it have been me instead of him?