and I just don't know... what to think.
Apr. 20th, 2008 05:47 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
miserywhipDisasters today: So far, none.
Mother tried to blame me for making her run late, when we weren't even running late yet.
Then I sat on the phone with Val, waiting for her. I was ready to go before 9:50, and that's when she told me we had to leave by.
Stayed up until 7:00 am, cleaning the floor on and off. Mother wanted to throw the rug in my room away, anyway. Now I'm sure she'll make good on that, since originally I suspected it was an idle threat. The piles on the floor, that she detests so extremely are what kept the mess in a small controlled area. At the risk of getting all of my belongings destroyed- I'm rather proud of my baby, for having the decency not to be sick on things.
Sheba's not quite so pleasant.
Orion's on a fast. I'll feed him tomorrow before work and pray to God nothing happens. It's really too bad I work a night shift tomorrow, or I'd feed him after work instead and be able to watch him the rest of the evening. I'm not about to starve him for two days, even if he has had to deal with that before, and handles it quite well.
I just keep beating myself up over this. What I fed him, what he ate that went unnoticed... What my mother feeds him. I don't understand why she continually insists on feeding him human food when she has -constant- reminders of how weak his stomach is.
I think something pork-related got into his food, yesterday. Pork, grease, and Orion. No, they do not mix... and I'm fretting. Because if that was it, I don't want to waste the moist food packets I have. but if they're what's making him sick... I don't want him to go through this again.
Why does everything always have to happen at once?
The house still smells in some parts, despite being aired out all night with windows open. I stepped into my room and was never so happy to smell the vile scent of crickets. Sprayed the rug and Orion down with the Pet Odor Eliminator - making sure to keep it in regions he can't really lick, just as a quick freshener.
There are so many things wrong with the fact that all I want to do is go to bed, and I'm not entirely comfortable doing that.
I'd like to play Rollercoaster Tycoon... and I do still have those movies to watch. Homeward Bound, at least.
Mother tried to blame me for making her run late, when we weren't even running late yet.
Then I sat on the phone with Val, waiting for her. I was ready to go before 9:50, and that's when she told me we had to leave by.
Stayed up until 7:00 am, cleaning the floor on and off. Mother wanted to throw the rug in my room away, anyway. Now I'm sure she'll make good on that, since originally I suspected it was an idle threat. The piles on the floor, that she detests so extremely are what kept the mess in a small controlled area. At the risk of getting all of my belongings destroyed- I'm rather proud of my baby, for having the decency not to be sick on things.
Sheba's not quite so pleasant.
Orion's on a fast. I'll feed him tomorrow before work and pray to God nothing happens. It's really too bad I work a night shift tomorrow, or I'd feed him after work instead and be able to watch him the rest of the evening. I'm not about to starve him for two days, even if he has had to deal with that before, and handles it quite well.
I just keep beating myself up over this. What I fed him, what he ate that went unnoticed... What my mother feeds him. I don't understand why she continually insists on feeding him human food when she has -constant- reminders of how weak his stomach is.
I think something pork-related got into his food, yesterday. Pork, grease, and Orion. No, they do not mix... and I'm fretting. Because if that was it, I don't want to waste the moist food packets I have. but if they're what's making him sick... I don't want him to go through this again.
Why does everything always have to happen at once?
The house still smells in some parts, despite being aired out all night with windows open. I stepped into my room and was never so happy to smell the vile scent of crickets. Sprayed the rug and Orion down with the Pet Odor Eliminator - making sure to keep it in regions he can't really lick, just as a quick freshener.
There are so many things wrong with the fact that all I want to do is go to bed, and I'm not entirely comfortable doing that.
I'd like to play Rollercoaster Tycoon... and I do still have those movies to watch. Homeward Bound, at least.
